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too starky
01:32
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boys i'll never meet fill my head someday
in my dream noah is talking to me
in my dreams you don't forget to ask how i'm doing
in my dreams i'm not too starky
i'm too starky
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there's a sacred place in ur crawl space
i can see it written on ur face
i bet ur mouth has got a gr8 taste
but im patient so i will wait
and u have no idea how much the sea salt means to me
u order cherry and i order lemon lime
when it comes to intimacy there's never enuff time
we will be ok we will b alright
cause i haven't felt this way since i was nine
and u have some ideas of things that we are gonna do tonight
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yogurt raisins
04:16
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if my mind had legs, it would trip all the time
that's fine i'll get back up
i forgot to take care of myself today
that's okay i'll try again
we can go to the mall and hold hands that's the plan
we're pretty cute together
here's to half-hoping you'd throw rocks at my window
here's to wishing i knew, but i don't know, i don't know
i just wanna feel something that will keep myself from feeling the need to punish myself for what happened is it ever gonna happen?
and now that i have it, i'm scared that it's leaving
and now that i have it, i'm scared that it's leaving
but i'm not exactly one to talk
and now that i have it, im scared that i'm falling
and now that i have it, i'm sliding, rolling around in my dreams
i don't say the things that i mean, i just sit in silence and think about things that will ruin me
it looks like i finally have some people to call family and i'm worried it's only temporary
i came up with a list of reasons why u gotta stay alive
but i forgot to do the same for myself
i graffitied on your bedroom wall
i graffitied on the bathroom stall
where i confessed to all my sins that weekend we both had the worst time
and now that i have you, i'm scared that you're leaving
and now that i have you, i'm scared that you're leaving
but i'm not exactly one to talk
and now that i have you, i'm scared that im falling
and now that i have you, im sliding, rolling around in my dreams
here's to half-hoping i was brave enuff to throw rocks at my window
here's to wishing u knew, but u don't know, u don't know
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sharp
01:19
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the moon is sharp, she takes my sleeves and makes them bleed
i hear a voice, let's make like a tree and leave
say goodnight to me before i go 2 cry on my parent's bedside
cause it doesn't matter who touches me
after my soul leaves my body
the moon is sharp, trying to kiss her makes me bleed
i kinda like it when she sees my bloody sleeves
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gross song
02:02
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i don't even wanna write a song about you
i didnt even want to kiss you
when i heard you say my name
it made me wanna change
i wanna disappear
your touch is what i fear
in the shower i scrub u outa my skin
and then i scrub u outa my life
i flinch when u raise ur hands
these days i don't wanna hold them
i don't wanna write about this anymore
i don't wanna be here anymore
i can't love you anymore
and it was hard to put trust in u
but it was my first that's why it hurt
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rat
01:20
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aware of where your limbs are
fingers thru hair
ur scared, so am i
i don't know if i'm doing ok, so am i?
i miss my mom and how i used to sit
up on her lap when i was a little kid
i'm a disgusting rat! why do u want anything to do with that!!
i'm a disgusting rat! why do u want anything to do with that!!
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7. |
jack
01:58
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i know i write so many songs
but i don't care too much for them
yours are the ones i really wanna hear
the ones i'll listen to b4 i go to bed
i wanna know all the lyrics to yr song
i wanna know what you're thinking about
you are infinite, u will write so many words
i believe that u can do it, ur gonna make it for sure
i would never use this tune for anything else
i would never save these words for anyone else
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kisses !
01:28
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sweaty dog nose kisses
feelin like dirty dishes
my love's gentle kisses
sleepin with the fishes
take a risk with me tonight
everything will b alright
watch me as i walk towards the light
take my hand, it's all fine
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giving up
02:46
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my tongue is drying up
my skill is giving up
i feel like i'm not enough
i forgot ur name so much
listening to u cry in the morning
someday we will take care of everything
i'll take u to the river
ill make it a good place once again
i'll forget all the things i did with him
i will never ever see him again
i sing with my window open i wonder
if the neighbors can hear me from their front lawns
cause my tongue is drying up
and my skill is giving up
i know that i'm not enough
but i love you so much
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i love myself
01:32
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i feel like i need something loud and unrelenting, i pick up my electric guitar
i feel like there are some things that i'm not confronting but i don't know what they r
time takes life outta me
and i find it hard to breathe
i know there's something ur not telling me
i know that i'm not my best when i'm starky
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dirt
02:26
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i'm picking up dirt off the ground
i'm picking up things that idk how
i know yr worried, but u don't hafta be
i'll change everything about my personality
welcome to my non-stop pity party
i know i mean it when i say i think i'm bad
sometimes it's different when i don't feel so sad
i am useless, i have nothing to give
i'll let down my mother and i'll let down my kids
if i even have them
i'm not going to live to 28 yrs old
internet statistics say it's inevitable
i miss my old self and
i miss my old friends
i don't know who they are anymore but i still love them
i'm picking up dirt off the ground again
the earth feels kind and i'm happy in the end
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road sign viewpoint, arizona city town lights
where there's no snow when its christmas time
avert your eyes to the holy sight, two cars colliding at night
the savior that was born to to save you will be saving you tonight
but if i a choice to let you live or die
i'm asking for a gift, for the gift of life
but i've no ballpoint pen and i'm all out of stamps
i doubt that saint nick would even give a damn
and i saw a star, i saw it in the sky
but to wish for u wouldn't be so wise
oh i love you more, much more than i'd like
i should have told u so that deadly christmas night
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quitter
01:15
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i'm a quitter
i'm sitter cause i never stand up for myself
i'm a loser
a pick and chooser and i know that i'm going to hell
i don't got it where it counts and i count things that don't matter
i'm a dysphoric mess and i wish my chest were flatter
but why get down about those things?
when you could always be starky?
hey! look at me! look at me! i'm gonna die!
Hey! look at me! look at me! i'm gonna fail high school
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14. |
boys
02:30
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i miss someone tellin me
im an angel and i'll always be
wish i could sing about the bugs outside but
i'm way too busy stuck on his eyes ooo
i live on the page of a sketchbook u don't show to anyone
i want attention, i want reassurance
because i'm worried u find me a nuisance
i feel that might be true in a sense
i miss some1 tellin me
i'm an angel and i'll always b
wish i could sing ab the grass outside
now that i am i never think of his eyes
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crazyyyy
02:50
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my sister keeps making foods that i can't eat
and i am forever never making ends meet
i'll just keep making unrealistic goals 4 me
like winning yr love but what am i really winning? am i crazy?
i feel crazy, crazy oooo
what does ur girlfriend really think about me?
im not that worried i just drank too much caffeine
cause i like when u tell me to shut up
you don't know why so u just assume that it's because
im crazy, crazy, ooo
i'm sorry i couldn't move at ur pace
i hope i helped u find ur way thru this place
i hope u don't feel crazy, crazy, like me
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Max Fantastic Seattle, Washington
18 year old song writer from Seattle
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