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too starky

by Max Fantastic

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1.
too starky 01:32
boys i'll never meet fill my head someday in my dream noah is talking to me in my dreams you don't forget to ask how i'm doing in my dreams i'm not too starky i'm too starky
2.
there's a sacred place in ur crawl space i can see it written on ur face i bet ur mouth has got a gr8 taste but im patient so i will wait and u have no idea how much the sea salt means to me u order cherry and i order lemon lime when it comes to intimacy there's never enuff time we will be ok we will b alright cause i haven't felt this way since i was nine and u have some ideas of things that we are gonna do tonight
3.
if my mind had legs, it would trip all the time that's fine i'll get back up i forgot to take care of myself today that's okay i'll try again we can go to the mall and hold hands that's the plan we're pretty cute together here's to half-hoping you'd throw rocks at my window here's to wishing i knew, but i don't know, i don't know i just wanna feel something that will keep myself from feeling the need to punish myself for what happened is it ever gonna happen? and now that i have it, i'm scared that it's leaving and now that i have it, i'm scared that it's leaving but i'm not exactly one to talk and now that i have it, im scared that i'm falling and now that i have it, i'm sliding, rolling around in my dreams i don't say the things that i mean, i just sit in silence and think about things that will ruin me it looks like i finally have some people to call family and i'm worried it's only temporary i came up with a list of reasons why u gotta stay alive but i forgot to do the same for myself i graffitied on your bedroom wall i graffitied on the bathroom stall where i confessed to all my sins that weekend we both had the worst time and now that i have you, i'm scared that you're leaving and now that i have you, i'm scared that you're leaving but i'm not exactly one to talk and now that i have you, i'm scared that im falling and now that i have you, im sliding, rolling around in my dreams here's to half-hoping i was brave enuff to throw rocks at my window here's to wishing u knew, but u don't know, u don't know
4.
sharp 01:19
the moon is sharp, she takes my sleeves and makes them bleed i hear a voice, let's make like a tree and leave say goodnight to me before i go 2 cry on my parent's bedside cause it doesn't matter who touches me after my soul leaves my body the moon is sharp, trying to kiss her makes me bleed i kinda like it when she sees my bloody sleeves
5.
gross song 02:02
i don't even wanna write a song about you i didnt even want to kiss you when i heard you say my name it made me wanna change i wanna disappear your touch is what i fear in the shower i scrub u outa my skin and then i scrub u outa my life i flinch when u raise ur hands these days i don't wanna hold them i don't wanna write about this anymore i don't wanna be here anymore i can't love you anymore and it was hard to put trust in u but it was my first that's why it hurt
6.
rat 01:20
aware of where your limbs are fingers thru hair ur scared, so am i i don't know if i'm doing ok, so am i? i miss my mom and how i used to sit up on her lap when i was a little kid i'm a disgusting rat! why do u want anything to do with that!! i'm a disgusting rat! why do u want anything to do with that!!
7.
jack 01:58
i know i write so many songs but i don't care too much for them yours are the ones i really wanna hear the ones i'll listen to b4 i go to bed i wanna know all the lyrics to yr song i wanna know what you're thinking about you are infinite, u will write so many words i believe that u can do it, ur gonna make it for sure i would never use this tune for anything else i would never save these words for anyone else
8.
kisses ! 01:28
sweaty dog nose kisses feelin like dirty dishes my love's gentle kisses sleepin with the fishes take a risk with me tonight everything will b alright watch me as i walk towards the light take my hand, it's all fine
9.
giving up 02:46
my tongue is drying up my skill is giving up i feel like i'm not enough i forgot ur name so much listening to u cry in the morning someday we will take care of everything i'll take u to the river ill make it a good place once again i'll forget all the things i did with him i will never ever see him again i sing with my window open i wonder if the neighbors can hear me from their front lawns cause my tongue is drying up and my skill is giving up i know that i'm not enough but i love you so much
10.
i feel like i need something loud and unrelenting, i pick up my electric guitar i feel like there are some things that i'm not confronting but i don't know what they r time takes life outta me and i find it hard to breathe i know there's something ur not telling me i know that i'm not my best when i'm starky
11.
dirt 02:26
i'm picking up dirt off the ground i'm picking up things that idk how i know yr worried, but u don't hafta be i'll change everything about my personality welcome to my non-stop pity party i know i mean it when i say i think i'm bad sometimes it's different when i don't feel so sad i am useless, i have nothing to give i'll let down my mother and i'll let down my kids if i even have them i'm not going to live to 28 yrs old internet statistics say it's inevitable i miss my old self and i miss my old friends i don't know who they are anymore but i still love them i'm picking up dirt off the ground again the earth feels kind and i'm happy in the end
12.
road sign viewpoint, arizona city town lights where there's no snow when its christmas time avert your eyes to the holy sight, two cars colliding at night the savior that was born to to save you will be saving you tonight but if i a choice to let you live or die i'm asking for a gift, for the gift of life but i've no ballpoint pen and i'm all out of stamps i doubt that saint nick would even give a damn and i saw a star, i saw it in the sky but to wish for u wouldn't be so wise oh i love you more, much more than i'd like i should have told u so that deadly christmas night
13.
quitter 01:15
i'm a quitter i'm sitter cause i never stand up for myself i'm a loser a pick and chooser and i know that i'm going to hell i don't got it where it counts and i count things that don't matter i'm a dysphoric mess and i wish my chest were flatter but why get down about those things? when you could always be starky? hey! look at me! look at me! i'm gonna die! Hey! look at me! look at me! i'm gonna fail high school
14.
boys 02:30
i miss someone tellin me im an angel and i'll always be wish i could sing about the bugs outside but i'm way too busy stuck on his eyes ooo i live on the page of a sketchbook u don't show to anyone i want attention, i want reassurance because i'm worried u find me a nuisance i feel that might be true in a sense i miss some1 tellin me i'm an angel and i'll always b wish i could sing ab the grass outside now that i am i never think of his eyes
15.
crazyyyy 02:50
my sister keeps making foods that i can't eat and i am forever never making ends meet i'll just keep making unrealistic goals 4 me like winning yr love but what am i really winning? am i crazy? i feel crazy, crazy oooo what does ur girlfriend really think about me? im not that worried i just drank too much caffeine cause i like when u tell me to shut up you don't know why so u just assume that it's because im crazy, crazy, ooo i'm sorry i couldn't move at ur pace i hope i helped u find ur way thru this place i hope u don't feel crazy, crazy, like me

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songs i wrote between 2014 and 2016 heavily inspired by Frankie Cosmos, Sufjan Stevens and my best friend

+4 bonus tracks with full album download

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released April 16, 2016

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18 year old song writer from Seattle

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